Mission Impossible 4: Ghost Protocol

There we were. On the 7^th floor, in the theatre in my town. We, 4. Me, him, and two others. Honestly, it was the (very very very and sooo much very) first time I went to theatre with him, and watched exactly. He ever asked me to watch with me, but I refused. He asked me not for once, but for many times. He was angry with me because of that. He thought why I could go with my friends but not with him. And then I told him that I’d rather like watching with my friend than my bfriend. So there we were, me and him (and two others), watching, as a friendJ. That’s why we (me and him) never had a real date before, eum when we were in that relationship laaah. Along we were in that eeeee… re .... euuummm … relat … eeenggg … how to spell relationship? Oh yeah. That’s it! RE-LA-TION-SHEEP! Ups! I mean RE-LA-TION-SHIP. Well, eum yeah, as its name, relation-ship, seems that I used to sail his love and washed it away to the deep ocean. Or the relation-sheep one heard that he likes a sheep…ups! I’m kidding. Actually, we liked a sheep, and our love eum I mean his love was the wool which used to cover mine and keep it warm. (halaaah ngomong opo tah ndoookkk ._.v)

Well, honestly… I was feeling awkward of this. We’re like people who hadn’t met before. And it was the very first time we met and had a date. So don’t be amazed if we didn’t talk each other. Well, actually we had a lil conversation, maybe a very soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much lil conversation. I had tried to have some playful conversation and broke the ice between us, but he just….smiling and sometimes say some words that ridiculed me back caused of my ridiculous words before.

Playing soundtrack: Owl City – Enchanted

-…playful conversation starts, counting all your quick remarks like passing notes and secrecy

All I can see is I was enchanted to meet you…-

He doesn’t change from the last day I had the same thing with him. Although I saw some of him has changed, but he is still the same him for me. I will be honest if I say I loved the way he wore the varsity and the white t-shirt. And he told me that I looked pretty with my purple blouse because he never seen me wore a girl-dresses and it was his first time seen me with blouse as a girl, and me too. I said to him that caused that day was Mother’s Day, so my mother’s soul was coming out. Hahah.

Playing soundtrack: Taylor Swift – Today Was a Fairy Tail

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-Today was a fairy tail I wore a blouse, you wore a grey varsity…-

One of the reasons I never wanted to wear a dresses or any girl-clothes else is…I don’t have any confidence of my self with it. Many people said that I looked suitable with it but I usually do not have the same agreement with them. And the other reason is, if I wear a dress, some of them will be looking at me from my hair to the toe, like he did to me on last Thursday, that day. I don’t know why they and him do that. Caused of amazed, surprised or any else. And it’s not comfortable! Sooo, I used to wear my ‘lecek’ shirt and my t-shirt inside it then my friends will say, ‘you just looked like a boy…handsome girl’ B)

It felt more awkward when we were on the way home. We separated from my friends because we didn’t know the way which brought us to home. But don’t worry, we’re not lost. Actually, almost…if I didn’t tell him that we were going more far away from the town -______- And the awkwardness between us appears again when he invited me to have a late dinner. He drove me to a café that we ever had a same late dinner before in there, about 3 or 4 months ago. Then we sat on the same chair like we used to sit in that café and ordered the same menu like we did before. Yeah, I know. It was  a-w-k-w-a-r-d.

Well, about the movie, Mission Impossible 4: Ghost Protocol, I thought it’s not too interesting…for me. I’d rather to watch MI-3 than this one. But it didn’t make me disappointed because Tom Cruise was there ♥. Please don’t vomit anything from your mouth if I say there were two Tom Cruise. The real Cruise was in the movie, and the other was beside me. Okay okay, he said that to me, he said it because he has the same nose like Cruise, yap, the sharp nose. He was being proud. -_- Until now, he says that he looks like Cruise or he is Cruise’s twin or the else is…he is Cruise. (⌣́_⌣̀")

w/ ♥

-me, a girl who wore a dress

for someone and some people-