The Reasons...

I can't lie if I said I do miss you.

But I dunno how did I show it to you.

I often wait for you text or call me first.

And sometimes I wanna do it first....

but I have some reasons why I didn't do it...

The reasons I seldom text you first...

1. I'm so afraid if you won't reply it.Cause it'll make me feel disappointed and just like be ashy.
2. I'm so afraid if I disturb you.
   When you're working or hanging out w/ your friends, I'm afraid if I text you I'll disturb and make you feel uncomfortable.
3. I'm so annoying w/ my ridiculous messages.
   I always text you w/ unlogical messages or jokes. I just wanna make you laughing and feel happy w/ me. But sometimes, I realize...that I'm so annoying of that. I dunno what you're feeling. Do you feel comfortable or same w/ me...funny HAHA -_-

Yeah, I hope you understand why I did it. So, I always expect you to text or call me first :)